Carolyn* (inaexo) wrote in until_i_am_me,
Carolyn*
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confused..

It seems like lately i have been eating like absolute crap, eating whatever i want. Not good, or was it? I don't know, last week it was that time of the month.. After, i realized that i had lost like 5+ pounds. Not just water weight because my boyfriend and his boy noticed. What the hell!?!! I'm so pissed because i didn't do anything.. So how can i keep losing? Haven't been eating right, haven't been going to the gym.. How did that happen!? And what do i do now? I don't want to gain it back.. Should i just eat whatever i want within reason and stop worrying about food? I haven't not worried about food since about sixth grade.. I always think about what i'm going to eat, feel like shit if i eat badly, think about calories, food food food! My boyfriend thinks it's just that, that i didn't stress about it, so i lost weight from lack of stress. Was it because of that woman problem? lol What do you all think?
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I'd been up to something similar, right at the end of winter/during spring. I made it through most of winter, then suddenly went all to crap, like I just gave up right when it was almost over!!!

I also tend to give up during "girly problems", but I'm trying not to. I was in a really good exercise/eating healthy streak for, like, five months, and then bam! gone. During that time though, I didn't overly think about food and dieting, it was just that I'd gotten in habit of eating properly and exercising daily. I'm trying to get back to that again :/
Hi,
My name is Molly. I don't know you at all but I'm really excited about a new group I've started. The problem is that I can't find anyone who I think would join so now I'm just searching for people interested in healthful TV dinner’s. The group is explained in the group info area. I hope that if you're interested in contributing you'll join up and tell a few of your TV dinner loving friends about it!

http://community.livejournal.com/micro_eats/

I’m sending this out to a lot of people, mostly members of diet and health groups, because I am trying to diet myself and I really need the support. I’m sure that most of you have struggled with your weight and can relate to that absolute desperate desire to have someone on your team. Most weight loss plans advise that you keep a log of what you eat and so that is exactly what I’m doing with this group. Writing down the WW point values of my meals, taking pictures of them, reviewing them… basically I’m trying to make this whole process a little less boring. I hope to see you in the group, enjoying it as I plan to do.
Thanks for your time,
Molly